Friday, July 2, 2010
Whats up? Sorry i haven't been posting as frequently as i want to....AHH NOW I REMEMBER WHY! --School! (i didn't forget in the first place anyway..hehe ;)) NO! school is driving me crazzzyyyy!!! There are so many activities now there and it wasn't like last year. The school faculty says it's 'cause they upgraded their standard.....all i think about that stuff? A PAIN IN THE BUT!! NOOO school is like torture! (Don't tell the teachers ok?). SCHOOL IS TORTURE-PERIOD .! But it's been alright I guess, other than the fact that- I get grumpier in the morning because I have to wake up early, I DIE of boredom in class, I get insomnia at night from too early bedtimes, I am trapped in the chains of my "trying to look good-disciplined even when I'm not" as so that I can look well, GOOD, and can, you know, receive fair grades. I'm not saying I hide my real attitude and have a double life-- the super nice smart cool polite-girl in school and the evil stupid bad talking-back-to-her-parents MONSTER at home, but ofcourse I have to control some attitudes. Like when I want to talk bad things that hurt to people, I control myself instead. You know how it goes. EVERY STUDENT KNOWS HOW IT GOES!!!
Is there such a thing as Death-in-School? (okay CONFESSION: i made that phrase up)
Well, if there is, that's gonna happen to me very, very soon!
There are some positive things in school....like I get to see my classmates and BESTY--aww who am I kidding? My bestfriend transferred schools. The summer, I wondered how life would be without her. Now I realize, IT SUCKS! But other than that, I get to see my inner circle buddies :). I get to see my pal-teachers and feel the corridors once more. I can again smell the school scent and the "EEW-DIRTY-ICKY-YUCKY-NEVER-GO-IN" bathroom scent which can only be smelt in public places which is Ironic because I go to a PRIVATE school. But no, our bathroom isn't really that icky...but yep, it still has a weird scent. Continuing on- You also get to listen to that loud school-student-body noise where the jocks(AKA basketball addicts) talk loudly about.....stuff!-and also about the championships. Wherein jokers yell loud noises that are simply funny. Wherein JEJEMONS yell ajejejejeje.....Wherein loud student girls scream their hearts out for their extreme reasons. Wherein little kiddies play and yell and do kiddie stuff. Where the girls gossip. Where you can hear pencils fall, chalk rubbed on the chalkboard, boys gossip, girls gossip, teachers disciplining the boys and girls for gossiping and etc.,etc.,etc.!
I still wonder if i'm gonna go liking school or hating it! There are different pros and cons about it. Most students hate studying and reading. I am different for I love them. I also love writing-IM WRITING NOW SEE??. So for now, i'm gonna go to school, do teenage stuff, gossip, eat my snacks and try to enjoy it as much as I can. Please bear with me as I do not know which way is great, hating or loving.....just kick back and enjoy the ride as we go :)