They never will. But they don't matter. Not really, not anymore. I hate how close-minded they can be, but some people are just built that way, I guess. Some people can't see beyond their own scope in life. Some people can't put themselves in the shoes of others.
They'd talk about me when I get back. I'm pretty sure. This isn't an imaginary audience or anything; this is how they roll. I've been with them since childhood, and I've always been able to not get hated on. Not anymore, though. I will not consort to the standard of their society. I won't let their truths override mine.
They don't matter-- not if they can't see my point of view.
xoxo
Bea
Friday, May 10, 2013
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
How To Get The Script To Follow You
Let's start this post by saying that the first concert I ever went to was by The Script.
Let's continue the thought by saying I didn't plan on going to the concert. It was a last minute thing.
Our family was visiting our relatives in Singapore. We went to this Computer mall to buy random shiz. Since we were staying at this fancy hotel with a cool pool *cough* Marina Bay Sands *cough* and my cousin was a swimmer athlete, mom suggested that they come swim with us.
Then, my aunt said that our girl cousin had a concert to attend.
When I found out that The Script was going to Singapore to perform that night, I freaked out.
Yes, I really wanted to come. Who wouldn't?
So, anyway, it was awesome! My seat didn't have a good view, though, because the concert was almost sold-out.
What I did, the smart (AKA Common Sense-ful) cookie that I am, was to leave my seat entirely and just stand up for the entire duration. No regrets
After that, we went back to our hotel. I was still crazy over The Script at that point, and I wished wished wished with all my heart that they stay at my hotel.
My cousins came with me to the elevators then we split up.
Approximately one hour after that, my mom checked her phone. It was a message from my cousin...
Telling me that they saw The Script while going outside. At my hotel. (!!!)
My dad wouldn't let me wait outside the bar because it was about 12:30am at that point. He was also scared that I'd be kidnapped, which was ridiculous because 1. It was a high-class hotel. 2. We were in Singapore.
But anyway, I resorted to tweeting The Script to come to my room so I could take a picture with them. Don't judge. I was in a fragile state and desperate!
I tweeted over 80 times in 3 hours, and this happened.
It isn't as good as taking a picture with them and meeting them but it's good enough. :)
So, dream high, whoever is reading this. Persevere. Anything can happen.
XOXO
Bea
Let's continue the thought by saying I didn't plan on going to the concert. It was a last minute thing.
Our family was visiting our relatives in Singapore. We went to this Computer mall to buy random shiz. Since we were staying at this fancy hotel with a cool pool *cough* Marina Bay Sands *cough* and my cousin was a swimmer athlete, mom suggested that they come swim with us.
Then, my aunt said that our girl cousin had a concert to attend.
When I found out that The Script was going to Singapore to perform that night, I freaked out.
Yes, I really wanted to come. Who wouldn't?
So, anyway, it was awesome! My seat didn't have a good view, though, because the concert was almost sold-out.
What I did, the smart (AKA Common Sense-ful) cookie that I am, was to leave my seat entirely and just stand up for the entire duration. No regrets
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| Old View |
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| New View |
After that, we went back to our hotel. I was still crazy over The Script at that point, and I wished wished wished with all my heart that they stay at my hotel.
My cousins came with me to the elevators then we split up.
Approximately one hour after that, my mom checked her phone. It was a message from my cousin...
Telling me that they saw The Script while going outside. At my hotel. (!!!)
My dad wouldn't let me wait outside the bar because it was about 12:30am at that point. He was also scared that I'd be kidnapped, which was ridiculous because 1. It was a high-class hotel. 2. We were in Singapore.
But anyway, I resorted to tweeting The Script to come to my room so I could take a picture with them. Don't judge. I was in a fragile state and desperate!
I tweeted over 80 times in 3 hours, and this happened.
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| What the heck?!?!??!?!? |
It isn't as good as taking a picture with them and meeting them but it's good enough. :)
So, dream high, whoever is reading this. Persevere. Anything can happen.
XOXO
Bea
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
I went to Singapore this summer!
And it was cool! The architecture was amazing!
I'm too lazy to make a long post so here are the highlights of the trip.
I'm too lazy to make a long post so here are the highlights of the trip.
- The architecture. (One of my dreams is to become an architect so I pay really close attention to buildings, structures, etc, and the buildings here were... wow).
- Universal Studios (I love amusement parks! I tested my roller-coaster-riding limits and rode the one in the picture. The blue one is the tallest roller coaster in the world. Sadly, I took the red one first and wasn't able to take the blue one because of lack of time. Darn it! Next time for sure!)
- Marina Bay Sands (this hotel is fabulous! :P)
- The Script Concert (this was probably the best part of the trip. I'm going to make another post for this because it has a loooong story-- too long for this post).
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| Danny my love |
- Meeting my cousins. (Awesome athletic people and when I say athletic, I mean it. I'm not talking about 'good at sports'. I'm talking about 'I'm representing my team in the national/international competition')
Anyway, as you might deduce (or not because its obvious), I love Singapore! yay!
XOXO
Bea
In which I try to be like Lily Evans and fail miserably
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'Oh look,’ Bea says, picking up a flower.
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It’s the same flower Lily Evans held in the movie. Bea freaks out.
Bea throws the flower into the air like young Lily did in hopes that it will fly.
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But alas, it was not meant to be. Bea is heartbroken. Bea’s dad sees what she did, and not understanding what goes on in his daughter’s mind, brands Bea as a savage flower-murderer. He takes a picture as proof.
THIS IS WHY I CAN’T GET MY OWN JAMES POTTER.
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Bea
Summer 2013
There’s a certain feeling that comes with summer, and I don’t know if anyone else can understand, but it’s a giddy sensation that strikes you at the most random times- like when you’re scrolling through posts, reading a book, or when you have nothing to do.
And while it carries a happy and hopeful mood, it is one of the saddest things in the world. It’s the feeling of wanting to be young forever but knowing that you’ll grow up someday- knowing that summer will inevitably end. The feeling of wanting time to freeze and knowing that it never will.
The sound of a summer breeze. The smell of freshness. The brightness of the sun. The feeling of forever. Life goes on.
Happy summer everyone!
Bea
Saturday, March 23, 2013
random songs I should download and put in my ipod
1.) Always Be My Baby -David Cook
2.) Time After Time -Roxette
3.) It's Alright, It's Okay- Ashley Tisdale
4.) Stay My Baby -Miranda Cosgrove
5.) Never Gonna Give You Up -Rick Astley
6.) Every Breath You Take- The Police
7.) Just A Dream -Nelly
8.) Feeling Good -Michael Buble
9.) Can We Still Be Friends -Mandy Moore
9.) When I Grow Up -Pussycat Dolls
10.) Smells Like Teen Spirit -Nirvana
11.) On My Own
12.) Right Round
13.) Jai Ho- Pussycat Dolls
14.) Big Girls Don't Cry -Fergie
15.) Heart on fire- Jonathan Clay
16.) Somewhere We Only Know
17.) The Lightning Strike -snow patrol
18.) Somewhere in Neverland
19.) Bittersweet Symphony- The Verve
20.) All Star -Smashmouth
21.) Touch My Hand -David Archuleta
22.) Crush- David Archuleta
23.) Don't you forget about me - Simple Minds
2.) Time After Time -Roxette
3.) It's Alright, It's Okay- Ashley Tisdale
4.) Stay My Baby -Miranda Cosgrove
5.) Never Gonna Give You Up -Rick Astley
6.) Every Breath You Take- The Police
7.) Just A Dream -Nelly
8.) Feeling Good -Michael Buble
9.) Can We Still Be Friends -Mandy Moore
9.) When I Grow Up -Pussycat Dolls
10.) Smells Like Teen Spirit -Nirvana
11.) On My Own
12.) Right Round
13.) Jai Ho- Pussycat Dolls
14.) Big Girls Don't Cry -Fergie
15.) Heart on fire- Jonathan Clay
16.) Somewhere We Only Know
17.) The Lightning Strike -snow patrol
18.) Somewhere in Neverland
19.) Bittersweet Symphony- The Verve
20.) All Star -Smashmouth
21.) Touch My Hand -David Archuleta
22.) Crush- David Archuleta
23.) Don't you forget about me - Simple Minds
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Odd Sense of Comfort
I have the best brother in the world. I want to thank him for not being a nagging old woman; for simply being himself, and not pitying me when I'm in a bad mood... and I know that he knows when my mood is sour, but he doesn't ever show it. Like right now, he sort of cheered me up unconsciously ... idk just the feeling that he's going to listen to you without comment and go his merry way. And that's all he's for-- to listen to your rants; not to give you advice or anything, but just to be there for you without ever stating it.
Just the feeling when you're really pissed about something, and he knows you are, but he ends up talking about Pokemon and DS-es and asks if you want to watch him play Team Fortress... as if he has completely no idea of what just happened to you, but you know he does. And that's about the best thing anyone could do for you, you know?
xoxo
Bea
Just the feeling when you're really pissed about something, and he knows you are, but he ends up talking about Pokemon and DS-es and asks if you want to watch him play Team Fortress... as if he has completely no idea of what just happened to you, but you know he does. And that's about the best thing anyone could do for you, you know?
xoxo
Bea
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